So I've been in an out of the hospital since last wednesday, finally got my scope done today and got to go home. Hospitals are not fun places to be in but I've gotten used to it I suppose. I got a stint put in and have to get it looked at again in 3-6 months. Apparently I can keep getting these little operations like once or twice a year and it may ( Read more... )

Wow I just fucked up something very important to me.
Because I was unsure, and I was selfish.
Fuck why am I such a head case?

Since when did it become cool to claim edge?
or "poison free?"
Stop being something you're not.
Don't make a life decision you'll abandon the second the opportunity arises.
Grow up while you're at it.

Holy emotions. So much shit going on right now I can't even keep my head straight ( Read more... )

I've never been more confused than I have been in the past while ( Read more... )

Now that I've met and fallen for the perfect girl.
Everyone else gets on my nerves.
haha oh boy I need this girl more often.

Warning: This is not a preach, do not be offended, do not be embarrassed, don't leave me hateful comments.
This is just me pouring out what I feel and my opinions. I do not want to argue I just want to get it all out.

It's times like these that make me proud of my life choices.
It's not that I'm preaching or that I chose to not drink or do drugs for ( Read more... )

It sucks to know that someone that is so strong and has such a big heart has been broken down and ruined ( Read more... )

People don't realize the beauty of life or love ( Read more... )

There are certain things in life that should be bringing me down.
But they just can't.
I'm way to happy and excited about everything else in my life that I tend to forget about those things.
Christmas is coming up, I miss my family.
Last weekend I came home and I helped my grandparents moved.
I cried a lot. We all cried a lot. I loved it there, and I ( Read more... )