((if you're gonna rip my heart out...))

[x_love_ridden_x]

* Let's compare scars,
                                            --  i'll tell you whose is worse. --

so, at this point, normally, i would be very apprehensive toward updating about a subject as delicate as this. however, God knows that i have been patient, polite, and peaceful throughout all of this. but maybe doing the right thing is

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[krash_into_me]

hannah banana,
best friends for life
<333333333
and this was really well written.

[alleybat_pajamo]

i love you hannahh

[dropsxjupiter]

manipulation?

ever try to use someone's good qualities to make them feel bad for your mistakes?

ever use mutual friends as a kind of leverage when you are having problems?

being best friends means getting what you deserve. best friends means memories of good times that never will change and will be there forever. Best friends does not mean automatic forgivness or even forgivness at all. Your best friends are the ones who love you the most. since they love you the most, you have the most power to hurt them. The fact that this hurt Laura so bad is a monument to your friendship. If you had meant nothing to her, she would not have cared.

as for me being self righteous. yes i am. it is not an insult and don't think you can make me feel bad about it.

[x_love_ridden_x]

as for self rightous, or as a matter of fact anything else i said --i wasnt speaking about you at all. i was actually speaking of the people(or person) who have spent the last few months trashing me constantly with hurtful, daggars for words, right at laura and all of our friends and never directly to me. whom i was speaking of not only attacks me, but people who stand by me, even when i'm wrong, correcting me and picking me back up to the right place and state of mind. people i call friends

[dropsxjupiter]

I honestly don’t want to continue these comments. LJ is childish and is just a way to avoid confrontation. I don't want confrontation because i don't want to pick a fight. I don’t want to continue but there are three points that must be made

[x_love_ridden_x]

i am glad i have not offended you.

and i do disagree with you on a number of things, but due to the fact that i agree with you about lj comments being childish, and the fact that i think that both of us are far too mature to continue on, i can't fight you on them anymore.

we have differing opinions about things, and that's ok.

however i wouldn't use God's name to cover for me purposely, ever. i was simply stating the definition of rightousness. [the ability to stand before God without and sense of fear, guilt, or shortcoming] as the word is from the bible. yes, i define a lot of words by the bible-- so what. it doesnt make me any better or worse of a person, it's just a part of my life, alike anything else like math or science or something.

[tim_likes_stuff]

my sister told me you said hello. i was gonna ask how youre doing but i guess the answer is not too great. im sorry to hear that. but hey, i know what its like. and youre a much stronger person than me so im sure everything will be fine in the end. if not, i know this guy tony. he takes care of things for me sometimes. let me know.