YAY!!... i got some good news today... woohoo.. i finally found myself a JOB!.. well i applied for it like 3 months ago and i got interviewed about a month back but they finally hired me... it seems like a fun job too... your looking at one of many GAME ADVISERS at GAMESTOP in the mall.. im not sure when i start.. but im just happy that i finally ( Read more... )

i hate it when you sit around doing nothing and you start thinkin about all these crazy things or past stuff just come to your head.. blehhhh... im having a hard time accepting things....

summary of what ive been doing to get my mind off certain things ( Read more... )

todays my carabaos birthday.. i didnt get him that stuff for his car like i said i was cause im super broke at the moment.. but i got him this nice shirt thats ecko.. and i got him a cake, =).. anyways, everythings been so crazy, and if your around you know what the drama is about.. but yeh, tomorrow is the mass at st.anthonys church @ 11 and ( Read more... )

sooo much has been going on.. its been a week since the accident and we've been down there everyday since it happened.. i feel i just need to be there for the support even though we werent all that close you know! its hard to take it all in.. and the mass left me in tears saturday.. yesterday, they found a body.. and today we got the news that its ( Read more... )

why do i feel like everyones against me.. arghh i hate this feelin.. i feel like a loner.. i shouldnt even be stressing myself out its not even good for the you know what!! anyways.. me and louies 10th months was yesterday and he didnt even call me what an ass.. oh wells.. i talked to him today anyways.. but anyways i just wanted to say my ( Read more... )

// ahh crazy night last night.. haha it was kinda weird but it was fun... i took nina to the mall to buy tuan a fathers day gift.. and then i saw that stupid bitch there.. haha.. whatever! anyways i bought me a really cute skirt.. and then i dropped her and amaiya home and went to check out pat and them at his house.. dropped my car home and rode ( Read more... )

i feel like shit.. arghh this sucks so bad.. you have no idea. oh wells.. no one gives a shit how marlene feels any fucking way.. i havent been up to much so thats why i havent wrote.. and the fact im hella sick with the cold/flu.. i started summer school.. i feel so stupid to be in school when i was suppose to graduate already, its alright though ( Read more... )

dude.. my stomach feels hella crazy.. i dunno.. anyways.. these past few days were a blurr.. kinda forgot everything that went on. y cause i dont give a shit.. fuck.. arhh!! bleh!! whatever im just bored.. so yeah today was my last day at work for my mom.. cause summer school starts on tuesday.. it finally hit me.. it fuckin sucks that i didnt ( Read more... )

first off CONGRATS TO ALL THE JfK 04 GRADUATED SENIORS!! it kinda sucked going to the graduation in which i was suppose to be in. haha its kool.. at least im still staying in school.. after the grad we were standing around outside and louie was there, he kept staring.. but i didnt want to stare back.. i felt akward.. i met up with crystal and trish ( Read more... )