koji blog 05/21/2021; an excerpt
From here on, it's going to be a serious conversation.
To the fans who are always supporting me,
I love Snow Man a lot!
It already feels like home.
When I'm messing around with the members,
it's not like I get hurt physically
or feel bad from it emotionally.
Even since the past, things like body touch with other people,
I've always been the type to make a lot of skinship.
As a result, whether on tv programs &etc,
there was a proper flow of events
which made it possible for members to do certain things.
In those specific moments, the ambience was light and fun
and therefore our messing around is aired.
It's scary when things get out of hand
simply because of a specific scene....
But of course!
If ever I do something out of line,
I want to be properly reprimanded for it.
But simply because times have changed,
being unable to do the things that I've been doing--
I don't like that.
So, I'm going to keep doing what I want to do!!
And,
when I hear that things involving me
are used as arrows to aim at
members other than myself and the works that they're involved in,
I get really upset...
It's a sad feeling...
It has nothing to do with them nor their jobs,
so I'd like for the various opinions to be said there
to stop.
I am really happy that I am able to receive your care and concern;
I feel loved.
You might be thinking,
what am I talking about..!
I am really happy to be told often
that Mukai-kun's fans are amazing
at various occasions(> <)
But, when that "amazing"
becomes a different meaning of "amazing"
I don't know what to do...
I know that everyone is also doing things with me in mind
after having their own thoughts,
so I know it's also wrong to refute everything.
But, what I want to say is--
I don't like it when my members are spoken badly of (> <)
I don't want things that I didn't want to be a big deal
to be made into a big deal.
It'd be nice if everyone could come together
for the sake of Snow Man.
Wanting everyone to have fun and enjoy
is always our number one thought.
We take action with that in mind.
Because we can't do anything without everyone (> <)
There are times when we wish fans would
understand that sentiment of ours (> <)
My writing might have been incoherent
but I'd be happy if you could understand what I want to convey!!
Thanks for listening into my serious conversation!!
To the fans who are always supporting me,
I love Snow Man a lot!
It already feels like home.
When I'm messing around with the members,
it's not like I get hurt physically
or feel bad from it emotionally.
Even since the past, things like body touch with other people,
I've always been the type to make a lot of skinship.
As a result, whether on tv programs &etc,
there was a proper flow of events
which made it possible for members to do certain things.
In those specific moments, the ambience was light and fun
and therefore our messing around is aired.
It's scary when things get out of hand
simply because of a specific scene....
But of course!
If ever I do something out of line,
I want to be properly reprimanded for it.
But simply because times have changed,
being unable to do the things that I've been doing--
I don't like that.
So, I'm going to keep doing what I want to do!!
And,
when I hear that things involving me
are used as arrows to aim at
members other than myself and the works that they're involved in,
I get really upset...
It's a sad feeling...
It has nothing to do with them nor their jobs,
so I'd like for the various opinions to be said there
to stop.
I am really happy that I am able to receive your care and concern;
I feel loved.
You might be thinking,
what am I talking about..!
I am really happy to be told often
that Mukai-kun's fans are amazing
at various occasions(> <)
But, when that "amazing"
becomes a different meaning of "amazing"
I don't know what to do...
I know that everyone is also doing things with me in mind
after having their own thoughts,
so I know it's also wrong to refute everything.
But, what I want to say is--
I don't like it when my members are spoken badly of (> <)
I don't want things that I didn't want to be a big deal
to be made into a big deal.
It'd be nice if everyone could come together
for the sake of Snow Man.
Wanting everyone to have fun and enjoy
is always our number one thought.
We take action with that in mind.
Because we can't do anything without everyone (> <)
There are times when we wish fans would
understand that sentiment of ours (> <)
My writing might have been incoherent
but I'd be happy if you could understand what I want to convey!!
Thanks for listening into my serious conversation!!