Had a good cry on Sunday over missing pictures of my life. I wasn't expecting myself to cry. I can't even say that I was overly sad.

On Tuesday my HOA told me that the house next to me was sold to a brother and sister. In my mind I got a picture of two elderly adults, old bachelor and a spinster. On Thursday I saw 50tish old guy coming out of the ( Read more... )

Because if I never loved, how do I know to guard my heart?

I question myself, my choices, my decisions all the fucking time. But then I'll have a day like I had it today, and I think to myself "I did alright."

Took off both servers at 12 PM to drive to old town with Ludok. We laughed and talked the entire time about ourselves in our 20th, 30th, and now busy with kids in our 40th, had a great lunch, walked ( Read more... )

My dad’s side of family all loved to sit down with a book, have shit tons of snacks and chill like that for hours on end ( Read more... )

My littlest love is an absolutely exhausting ball of energy. Parenting her has been an ongoing lesson on refining myself as a human being. Else, another option is to be go  "old country" on her, and exercise "don't spare the rod, beat that child."

Her never ending shenanigans make her look like a tough kid. In reality she is super sensitive, gets ( Read more... )

Becoming old is a sucky experience. Your tits are no longer perky. Having that extra glass of wine will fuck you up the next day. You gotta take sleep seriously. Becoming old sure does suck some major popas. But thanks to the blow up you put me through this week I discovered that becoming old does have a silver lining. It is this - you get over ( Read more... )

Yesterday I had my June summer bash party. My sister came with both her kids. Her 3 years old kid is genius who speaks better than an average 5 years old. She talks a lot ( Read more... )

Each and every time I must add!!!

The unexpected entrance of poisonous air into my nostrils while I am tenderly hugging the makers of said poisonous air catches me by total surprise each and every time.

I can’t get over that my adorable little humans can produce such powerful odors. I also never expect to experience that while oozing tenderness and ( Read more... )

My kids speak!!!

One morning in the car.

Mom: "Girls, why is there whining in the car again?”

T: "Because you have little whiner #1, and little whiner #2" in the car."

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Morning convo between the kids.

L.  to T. “Camp is just like school. We come in the morning and stay the whole day. Except studying ( Read more... )

Just going to focus on these simple truths that speak to me, and practice them.


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