I think I'm falling in love......

well i got the job working with my dad. ill be cleaning boats and such using chemicals. ill be getting paid decent. now theres all this talk stirring that im moving to ny in march. me and justina are talking about getting the apartment next door to nons. id get a job at legal with her and wed be happy and together like we should be. I want to go, ( Read more... )

sooo I'm starting to notice that I have severe trust issues... I hate not being able to trust anyone in the world, its such a horrible feeling. Makes me feel alone and gives me this kind of hatred towards everyone. Everything that anyone says to me sounds like a lie and when actions are taken that dont add up in my eyes, it seems like a lie. ( Read more... )

so im lost. i dont know what to do anymore. seriously. God, what are you trying to tell me. Where is my path leading me. I dont even know what path to take. I'm starting school in fall, no matter where it is. I want to be in NY, thats where my heart and soul is but that plan may be a little too far fetch at this very moment. I dont know what to do ( Read more... )

i have a crush and i cant wait to move back to sc. december 24th hurry the fuck up!

its been a while once again since ive updated this thing. reading a friends reminded me that i should. im living in Daytona Beach Florida now and loving it somewhat. i live with two of my friends and theyre awesome. recently i remembered just why i hated fl in the first place. stupid little bitches talk shit but whatever. im an adult now and need ( Read more... )

so Im trying to get to fl as of friday cuz thats when im supposed to pick up my brand new 2007 toyota yaris from melbourne. i was supposed to go with my family but they might not be going now since my grandmother is in the hospital but that still doesnt change the fact that i purchased a car and need to pick it up. lame as fuck. im getting there no ( Read more... )

its been FOREVER since I last updated. a recent finding in a friends lj, iincouraged me to update my own. i cant write much. i need to go get ready for work. things are going great with alex and i. still together and going strong now for 8 months. works going good i guess. just got back from ny the other day and i miss alex already, i want to cry ( Read more... )

so things have been going good with work. it seems as though i spend more money then i make which kinda sucks. i leave for ny in 30 days and i couldnt be more excited. i get to bring in the new year with my wonderful and loving boyfriend and it also means i get a break from work. im sooooooo stoked. its going to be so cold and i dont even own a ( Read more... )

this is so hard but its finally come to this. He needs to give her up, or I have to give him up

I think I'm gonna puke