tl;dr
Ok, this is probably really pathetic, but it really does upset me.
What is wrong with me? Am i really that ugly and boring that no one wants to go out with me?
I'm 16 years old and I've never had a boyfriend?! How sad is that?!
I've liked a few people over the years, but none of them have liked me back. Maybe because I always like the wrong people.
Now there's this guy at work who I seem to have fucking fallen in love with. It's so bad that I don't seem to care that he smokes...and I HATE smokers. I've liked him for so long, but he barely notices me - probably because he's a couple of years older than me (I actually have no idea how old he is =\). I had two breaks at the same time as him today, and he spoke to me twice, but it was just;
"Ooh, well done" and "thank you". But still, it made me happy.
I'm really pathetic when it comes to him >_<
And now there's this new boy who works on the stand with me. He's lovely. But he kept poking me all day today xD It sort of hurt...a lot. The poking made Kinga ask if he liked me, he said no, and tbqh, I wasn't surprised. But there was a little part of me that hoped that he maybe liked me a bit?
But I'm Holly. No one loves me. I guess there's nothing about me to love.