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I can joke around with Kevin back and forth, but I can't even have a conversation with Ron.
It just feels like I don't really know him anymore, and i dated him forever. I've been closing myself off around him too, not really telling him anything.
I just want one nice conversation with Ron, and I can't have that. I want to talk to him, but it's hard. It's still hard...
I wish I didn't care about him the way I do. Because I'm not sure if I can deal with this anymore.