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I wonder where I'm going to be in a years time.
I wonder what the people from my past that I'm not in contact with do these days.
I wonder if when I decide someones a bastard if its actualy me
I wonder if when i colse my eyes & stop listening does the world cease to exist.
I wonder if I'm ever going to stop being that self centered.
I wonder if the people who i want to read this will.
I wonder if they're still as fucked up as i remembered them to be.
I wonder if i helped at all.
I wonder if they stil have the same funny little quirks that made me fond of them.
I wonder if they actually liked me or if it was because there was no one else.
R.I.P. the good old days lol