sometimes

[x_rane_x]

it feels like i'm paying her to be with me. i've let her borrow so much money. i know she won't be able to pay me back. she's been disappointing me a lot lately. i've done everything i could think of as far as treating her right, but she fires back by letting me down. i don't understand.

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[stunnerzzz]

we're in the same boat mister.

[x_rane_x]

This was 2 months ago, and I still feel somewhat the same. I love her but it's just crazy sometimes.

I haven't seen an lj post from you in forever, what are you up to? I've been in vegas but I figured you're busy with work and your bf. I leave on saturday.

[stunnerzzz]

Well, HAPPY NEW YEAR ADRI =)
well ive been good,trying to get my cna so i can get this ball rolling with school. I just moved, again. Im not working right now, but Im looking to get something just part time for now. Oh and Im pregg0, if you didn't already know :) Anyways, enough about me.. How have YOU been? What have you been up to? Yeah, relationships are ups and DOWNS.. but in the end its worth it because the feeling is irreplaceable. I miss you buddy you damn stranger, you.

[x_rane_x]

Whaaa? Pregnant? Damn that's crazy. Why did you move again? That's good you're working on your cna. Not too much has been on with me, been living with my girlfriend for a lil bit and im leaving to iraq next month. I haven't been a stranger lol we've both just been real busy I guess. Good to hear from you though!