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Ok so school starts in less than a week. I hate it. I wish it'd stay summer but oh well. I put my cat down yesterday =[.... Bad part about it was i was high so i couldnt cry. I felt really bad though. =[ I want to cry now but I must refrain from doing so. Anyway today not much has happened I woke up at 2 and chilled and then i walked down to julies ( Read more... )

I hate this ... I hate this feeling it blows. Why can't I ever do what my mind tells me to do? Why do I have to follow what my heart tells me to do . Ugh grr. I wish one of my best friends would be there for me but she decided to move to another crowd. Yes I've got jenna and i love that because if i didn't have her i don't know where i'd be but ( Read more... )

I've been thinking alot lately and I need to cut ALOT of people out of my life before school starts or else I won't have a healthy beginning. I've noticed that not only does J use me but he uses me for a place to stay. And I can now say im officially done with it. Im not going to be someones back up call. He doesn't love me anymore like he says he ( Read more... )

friday night - had some people over....Everyone was fucked up I was the dumb one who gave the people the shit. Oh well. It was a good night over all ( Read more... )

Ok so today was weird...J went home around 230 and i cleaned till 6....man i did my whole room .. some crazy shit. im about to go to the store to get a bottle so ill update later on if ne thing exciting happens! Holler!

Ok so today was an okay day...I got up around 1:30 and waited for Jenna to come. We picked up kelly & went to subway. Then to some key place and then to JP PORTRAITS to take my pictures. Jennas said they looked good but we'll see. Anyway then we wen't to my house and then to deenas. I got my pictures today from walgreens..o man crazy ass shit. ( Read more... )

Ok so today was a good day I guess...I just can't stand this..I hate confusion, I hate change, I hate it all. Some things are just getting too old and I can't deal with it anymore. Why focus my time on Brance or J or any other man at all. When it will get me absolutely NO WHERE!!! Its rediculous and pathedicIm done with men, Im done with waiting, ( Read more... )

Ok so the past 3 days have been alright. Sunday we say wedding crashers and chilled ... Yesterday dee and I went & saw Herbie fully loaded. SUCH A GOOD MOVIE! oh man...who the hell knows whats going on tonight. Hopefully something arousing. Something good needs to happen fast, im falling. Im out I'll write if anything good happens tonight...... ( Read more... )

Ok so last night I had a few ppl over just to chill and shit. Got krunk it was fun..But Britt ended up gettin sick . it happens to everyone i guess ... I went t sleep around 4 i was tired. I woke up today around like 2 and then went to mc donalds with dee ... then we went to barnes and nobles and got jennas presents. I looked in the kama sutra book ( Read more... )