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Matthew turned 18 on Saturday. It was great. On Friday after school i went to sunniland to get him a card but they all sucked so i walked home and got hit on by like 3 million worker men AND the bus driver for the school bus. It was so gross. Cat calls are not attractive from men like you. that night we went out to dinner with my parents, cousin, ( Read more... )

"You think your just sooo fucking wonderful dont you!? That you can just run my life and ill do anything you want. Drop to my knees at your every tear or whim? Well fuck that. Im better than that. Too bad its just now that im realizing it ( Read more... )

The one time i need a friend more than anything...i feel more alone right now than i have for awhile... Im sick of wanting, im sick of really just analyzing everything and feeling so upset about things so minimal. There are more important things...MUCH more important things. I hate myself for being so freaking selfish and conceeded. I need to start ( Read more... )

This weekend was a lot of fun. Friday i came home from school and collapsed on the couch and fell asleep. Soon my mom comes up to me to tell me that i had a phone call nad i said i didnt want to talk to anyone. Then a little while later my cell phone started ringing and since thats my alarm for the morning i was up. So i picked up the phone and it ( Read more... )

The past two days have absolutely sucked. Period. End of story ( Read more... )

I feel like im everything you never wanted.

hello again my beautiful friends ( Read more... )

Hi Everyone ( Read more... )

so nauseous....so nauseous....so nauseous. ::DIES ( Read more... )