i hate hate hate being sick.

can i sleep by you tonight?
see how you break me baby?
can i be the one that's by your side?

i'm SO relieved.
i hope that never ever happens again.
i hate when people put scary ideas in my head.

anyway-- today i realized that life is good,
and that all the bad days are what bring us to the good ones.
they make us appreciate them so much more.

i'll keep you guys posted.

believe in me 'cause i don't believe in anything.
and i want to be someone to believe.

note to self:
drama presentation- medieval theatre: morality plays.

in other news, today is our 6 month anniversary.
i love you, zach.
you take my breath away, darling.
<3

marissa: "eh, don't worry. they'll be making out again next week!"

LMFAO.
ha! homophobic my ass!

i'm almost done picking up the pieces ( Read more... )

be strong, gina.
be strong.

be strong.

be strong, goddamn it.

stop being such a coward. fight back. don't back down.

don't let them get the best of you.

don't let them see you cry.
don't let them know you've fallen.

don't stop believing. believe. BELIEVE.
believe in something bigger. believe in something beautiful.

believe.
trust.
relax.
fight.
dream.
hope.
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guys, school is depressing me already.
i'm experiencing the weirdest array of emotions right now.
it's kinda refreshing... but then again, it's not.

i don't write here as nearly as often as i should ( Read more... )

she's the perfect example of everything i never want to be, but yet everytime i look, i find another person i love choosing her over me.

where did i go wrong?