something new...

[x_speechless_x]

i havent updated this shit in a while so i might as well start here i guess...
im going to prom
*i got a new job...at baja fresh 8 bucks an hour working about 30 a week...you figure it out...
*me and tim are finally talking again<3and nicely at that...i think we might get back together

Comments

[madbenzee]

im really happy for you that things are looking up.

just put on some deodorant ok? i can smell you from here

fuck

[x_speechless_x]

oh man justin i was hoping you couldnt smell me its only been like 3 months...man i guess its shower time again<3 haha anyways thanx for commenting it means a lot that someone actually reads this haha

monica

[sariepops]

hey girl....hope you have fun at prom...seems like everything's going good for ya! maybe ill see ya soon? <3

[x_speechless_x]

i'll call you when im down the weekend for prom k<3 hope alls well.<333333333

monica

[eternal_dreamz]

that's pretty harsh dude.. man you know i'm not allowed to call long distance my dad's out of a job we have no money.. i'm sorry i wanted to call you back but i'm not allowed to call long distance unless it's to family and technically my family's no longer my family.. i'm sorry but i hope you accept this useless apology because you knew this.. hope you aren't forgetting me because i still miss you.. but if you don't want us to be friends anymore that's fine.. glad youre having fun because it sucks down here...
<(/?)333

[x_speechless_x]

so im not worth the lousy 50 cents it costs to get to a phonebooth and call me i mean im sorry your dads out of a job but 50 cents is like nothing so i dont see why you cant just call me to tell me your still alive or at least see how im doing...i never said i didnt wanna be your friend its just easier forgeting whats forgotten you and thats how it seems..like you forgot all caught up wit your boy...but whatever im over it now...i'll talk to you later..peace

[eternal_dreamz]

maybe you don't remember this but last time i called you from a pay phone you were in the middle of something.. said you'd call me back and you never did.. i don't wanna get into another huge stupid internet argument with you... i'm just being honest.. because every time you call me it's with some story about a guy.. and i'm happy for you, i really am.. but when i try to reply with a story about matt or drama that's going down with someone else, you just kinda sound distant like you don't care.. so i'm sorry for not feeling like getting ignored .. i'm sorry for not spending a "measly fifty cents" to call you... i don't mean in any way to sound mean or bitchy or harsh or anything but if you want me to call you maybe you shouldn't blow me off like you do sometimes.. hope this doesn't destroy whatever's left of our relationship.. i'm happy that you're happy with your new job and new friends and i'm glad that things are looking up for you.. i'm still riding this stupid emotional rollercoaster with stupid drama that comes back when i think

[x_speechless_x]

FUCK YOU MEGAN...you honestly are retarded i dont know what you mean by saying i ignore you or whatever i really dont i fuckin am happy for you and i did fuckin call you but i dont wanna be the only one making an effort in this friendship and honestly what you just responded with did kinda kill the rest of it...and this isnt a immature fight because it wont happen again i'll learn this time that and megan i never fuckin blow you off i never did you were my best friend you were all i had for a while so dont act like i blow you off that sounded really bad cuz i never do it i called you to go to miss centurion with me didnt i? fuck megan you act like all i talk about is guys and thats not it your a bitch because what the fuck do you think you talk about alain...matt...samantha and alain...you need to shut the fuck up your a stupid bitch and im sick of battling with you i know that i tryed and you didnt and i did call you back when you called me from a payphone at lunch...but you werent home you fag...i always call you back i dont always