hm, update, update. let's see, what's new ( Read more... )

i want to pledge allegiance to the country where I live; i don't want to be ashamed to be american. but opportunity, no it doesn't exist: it's the opiate of the populace. we need some harder shit now, the truth is getting around, and each public school is a halfway house where the huddled masses sober up and up. enough? there's not enough to fatten ( Read more... )

placebo in 2 hours!

i stroke your silken skin, kiss you goodbye. your eyes just pierce me through. i am bleeding with blood i'd give to you to be the way we were. i still feel the pain in my heart. thoughts once pure are now diluted. we sat and watched the sun go down, we're wrapped together in each others' arms. i never felt so complete as when we're alone, on the ( Read more... )

what the fuck is wrong with america? how could any of them turn out to the ballots and honestly think to themselves 'hm, think i'll reelect bush'. this is crazy. how, why, could anyone choose to have such a dumbfuck prick in charge of one of the biggest (if not the biggest) superpower in the world? this wasn't just an election that affecting the US ( Read more... )

an update's probably in order, but i've nothing much to say. belfast was fucking excellent, i had a wicked time. i'd post photos but i've no hosting and there all a bit boring anyway. but yes, it was wicked, it really was. apart from yet more younger boys *smacks head* why me?! what is it about me that makes 13 year olds slobber over me ( Read more... )

leaving for belfast in 10 and  a half hours. i'm so bloody nervous it's not even funny. and i'm going to miss everyone like fuck. and i started my period today (hoorah, it still exists!) so i'm going to be grumpy and in pain for the whole trip. and i still haven't packed.

aside from that rant.. everything's pretty good. not great, but good. anyway ( Read more... )

x. my father thinks i am : i'd love to know ( Read more... )

should probably update, really.. hm, what's new ( Read more... )

don't know what to think. just read anna's diary and found out she's drinking again. not just drinking (i knew she's not been teetotal for a while) but drinking. surreptitious cans of lager at midnight on a school night, stealing money to fund it, lying to all of us - that kind of drinking ( Read more... )