so i went to the beach today. lol finally.
then i went to work. and we were acutually busy.
and i guess i'm working tomorrow?
and i talked to joey. :)

the only one i want to be with is joey. this sucks.

i want to go to the beach today. i say this all the time but then i get too lazy to go. but i seriously need a tan.

so this whole thing with joey kind of makes me want to shoot myself in the head. i get headaches just thinking about it. i keep trying to figure out what i did wrong. i think it's because i was acting psycho and annoying. i guess i mean a whole lot less to him than i thought i did.

i put in my two weeks today at work. that means my last day will be jan 9. i don't want to be here after jan 6 though. i might see if i can leave earlier idk. because i want to go up to winterpark then. but that means i wont have much time to get settled into my parents house. i'm drawing up a sketch of my room right now. i might go to the beach ( Read more... )

i just saw national treasure book of secrets. it was so good.

so i am without medication right now. and about to annoy this shit out of my family. merry christmas bitches. :)

i like joey.

so my plan for christmas. stay up all night because i can't ever sleep. go to church. come home and sleep the whole day.

yey. so look i redid my journal. its pretty. i miss becca. today is christmas eve. i hate the holidays. i want to roll around in the snow.

i cry too much.