So it was mels birthday yesterday and i'd been dreading today for well since i known today would happen, lucy my best friend that beautiful bonny blonde girl you always see me on cam with today was ready to have the first treatment in the 2 treatment cases for her abortion, yep thats right you read correctly she was 7 weeks pregnant ( Read more... )

im kinda dealing with the fact im never gonna see her pm box open on my screen anymore, maybe im coping to well, maybe im just good at hiding things, or maybe its because i have some of the greatest friends to support me, either way im doing ok, i finally went to the doctors, i have a chest infection and he put me on amoxicillin capsules ( ( Read more... )

my life was all going good till the begining of the week, i had everything going good, i was at college and work enjoyin life knowing id be in america in the summer, so anyhow works been hella good i been earning my money, buying my christmas presents for my family, etc etc, i got my first work pack back and the marks were good on it ( Read more... )

you know when you think you need to update alot, but you actually dont, well thats me, i dont go out to the bars anymore, not because i dont want to, or i cant afford it, but all of my buddys are at university away from the city i live in, so i'll next see them on my 20th birthday, the christmas holidays actually, but if you think about it, thats ( Read more... )

Can i say im officialy a plonker? ok ok ok i am officially a plonker, i got paid friday the sum of £423 knowing id just got ripped royally i rang my boss and stated when i took on the job i was told i'd be paid hourly, which she agreed was true, so i asked why id been paid a trainee wage, and she said shed pay me the rest by next week, so me being ( Read more... )

well what can i say? ive not been updating, im sorry, but ive started college night classes, and devolpment courses by the time i get home i fall asleep ( Read more... )

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well nannas funeral was on the 19th, it went well so id say, minus the mess sass caused, basically everyone new id be the only step relative there, i was nervous cause i only knew my family n my nannas 3 friends so dad had it set the cars would be ... car 1 = mum dad my aunt and nannas 3 best friends, car 2 = me my brother my 3 cousins n my cousin ( Read more... )

ok here goes my update, before i start id like to say ( Read more... )

So i woke up this morning knowing today might be the day i loose her, i was ready for that in a way, so dad came home to change and check everyone, and if i had just been able to hear one certain person i woulda been able to cope so much better, so we get there, shes sleeping, she apologised for not being dead yet and for everyone waiting still, i ( Read more... )