haven't updated in a while now..lol. been very busy
math midterm tonight, going to fail >.right now i'm waiting for poor Rob at the health center on campus ( Read more... )

Dad just txt'd me and I just got my new cell at home. Awesome.
NEW NUMBER prob by tomorrow, if u call my old one you'll get my mom.

I FUCKING HATE BEING COLD!!!!

it's so hard to make a decision right now.
too many stressful things i'm thinking about..esp. dealing with school.
i can't deal with time limits, i know that..given time, things will work out.
when made to rush i always regret what i choose..

why can't things just go on how they are without problems?

i want to bitch and scream and thrash around and kill someone, right now. please.

yeah bored, missed the train to school for my one class ( Read more... )

And my world has come crashing down.

but i'm such a fucking coward.

um i dunno what the fuck i did in my sleep but everything is sore and freaking hurts..
i can't move. ow.

SHIT. I only have $19.00 left on my meal plan account.
Guess I won't eat til I get some money >.

it's almost 4am...is it worth going to sleep even?
i need to be up by 6:00-ish and out the door to walk to train by 6:45..
damn train is at like 7:15, and i dont' have class til 9:35..
ugh, i want to fucking drive.