it has been years since I've vented on this site.

a bit more secretive than xanga I must say. some place I thought some other pathetic person might read. the attention is sometimes what I look for.

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i know he's gone. but the idea of having of a boyfriend is the only thing that i miss. everyday its as if God himself points out reasons why i shouldn't be with him. He's NOT for me. i just have to get used to him to being around anymore. and this time, i feel more accomplished. the pain isn't nearly as bad.. little to no pain at all. but as ( Read more... )

hm, i'm mean and i cant help it. `= / whatever i'm cooler than half you niggaaaaz anyway. ha! "im not cocky im confident, so when you tell me im the best its a compliment" aha! oh man, did i just do that ( Read more... )

there are so many negative things in my life, i find it amusing that i can find peace in the midst of all this chaos ( Read more... )

School- boring, where’s mikee & rin? Plus zuri was sick. Boy oh boy.

Fought with FRANCIS today, at least peaced things up. Ha hilarious.

[after]

-          attempting to sport a new look, how does BLUE ENVY sound? Lol you’ll see

-          I’m moving up!!

-          Went bra shopping with bobo & frances. Apparently you outgrow bra ( Read more... )

what's really good with MIDTERMS? absoluetely nothing.

just thoughts: 1. cell phones & techonology are posing more of threat rather then convenience. 2. if you ever try mentioning graduation day to a senior the "ear muffs" action comes into play. ( i do the same thing )

i just want to have some fun now, damn... going through difficult times leaves ( Read more... )

i've been avoiding contact with people lately. just not in the mood i guess. well, dont mind that.

i hate it when friends take advantage. you invest so much time in trying to keep a good friendship then you realize it only works one way. its mostly you thats doing most of the work and then the other person forces you to believe that they're ( Read more... )

I never thought i'd say this but  i was happy to be in school today. okay you might not believe me because i looked like crap, but what do you expect? im SICK.

anyway so it was half day today and francis gave me a ride home. After dropping off mikee i gave him his track jacket and we decided to eat at the spanish store up the block. (still ( Read more... )

jeez when will this fever EVER go away... ayy i'm getting bored without my daily dosage of homework, stress, and friends. booo, i hate my life. haha oh well. college applications so close to finish, at least i like to think they are. ha well whatever. the drowsiness is almost wearing off..

okay so im a bit disappointed in myself, i couldn't avoid contact with CIVILIZATION, at least friends. hard to steer clear when you miss 'em so much. homesick anyone? tristan is ( Read more... )