its only september and im ALREADY slacking. wow... haha, it still feels like summer. why?! i think im having too much fun in school? gayx10. nah but seriously. Goal: GET MYSELF TOGETHER BY OCTOBER, yeah i can do it. i think i have SOME confidence... i just need to stop caring so much about what everyone else thinks and do what makes me feel good. i ( Read more... )

School was school, nothing new and nothing important.

Today was okay except for the fact that adrian soooo ruined our PLANS! Thanks a lot homo! Hehe its ariigh though. Got to chill with (vo,chong,frances,vince,chris,drin,rai,marc,deere, and yeah) good stuff.

Ha! Francis is the shadiest homo EVER. We took the time to visit him at his job and he ( Read more... )

Just because I wasn’t lively and vibrant today EVERYONE thinks something is wrong? - good to know you guys notice.

on another note- its only september and im already slacking off...i need to stop making myself feel stupid.

college apps. (speechless) everything went by so fast, i wish i would have gave my best when i had the chance here comes the regret.

Ugh the hate grows, although it shouldn’t. “it’s just those RAINY days.” I have to learn to let go of certain things; I tell myself this all the time? Its becoming repetitive. Ooo the monotony

I was just thinking about this before, perhaps lit class influenced me a LITTLE too much. I despise government and society. In fact, I have many reasons ( Read more... )

hm.. war of attrition .. the winning days are gone.

its only september and already! a heap of homework. wow. kill me now please. its things like this that make me hate my life. lol .. with that in mind.. how am i suppose to get a job now? ay! i'll never know.

todays highlights: aww vo is sucha sweetheart and covered my book for me!, reading in ap ( Read more... )

Today wasn’t as great as I HOPED it would be. I’ll look forward for a better day… one of these days. Hm, I’ve come to the conclusion that I CAN’T win this one. Killerrrr… eh, I guess its just one of those things I have to learn how to let go of. [LETTING GO]. I can’t get anyone on my side, then again…I never could. I feel like serious CRAP right ( Read more... )

i always put myself in situations i dont have to be in. i build up uneccessary anger, seek for pointless revenge, and i dont know.. other things. GAHD, how i wish i could change that about myself. hm...new goal perhaps? yep. i hate the fact that i can hold a grudge for such a long time. im just really hurting myself. (hmm..self realization) yes.. ( Read more... )

hm new name: FERRMO hahaha...so creative..

now that i think about it, i miss kr-1's class ALOT ALOT. relaxing in the library right now. suppose to be doing some research nonsense but..eh gay. i'll do it later. precal needs to get challenging; i should be taking advantage of all this review. lol FERRMo is crazy. eh, already this year is going by too ( Read more... )

jeez! why couldnt i just have TRIG!!!!!!!!! ugh!! im soooooo angry....... i want this class soo bad ( Read more... )