So this is the first time that I have written in a bloody long time. I guess that I stopped seeing the point. Maybe I will start writing again, now that there are *hopefully* going to be a lot of changes happening in my life ( Read more... )

so ive decided that im not going to wait nemore. im just sick and tired of wanting him to be around me, wanting him to want to be around me, wanting everything, and feeling like he wants nothing. its just not worth it. im worth so much more than this ( Read more... )

its really, really, really sad how pathetic i am. like really sad. im obsessed over him, and its pathetic ( Read more... )

im in the mood to write. im not sure why ( Read more... )

so lets talk december ( Read more... )

oooomigod. so much has happened in the last few days its nuts ( Read more... )

just a quick update before i jump into bed.. i feel like typing for some reason ( Read more... )

im procrastinating. i have been all day. this has been the weirdest weekend sleep-wise... being that i havent been able to go to sleep early at all, so i feel useless all day and then i finally get tired around like 3 am and then cant wake up in the morning when i'm supposed to. i just feel so blah...... im really not motivated to get any work done ( Read more... )

i love being able to lie in bed while typing on my laptop. every time i get the idea that i want to commit my thoughts to paper, i just think hey, ive got a laptop! lets get that thing over here. and its so much easier here than it was back in res because there is wireless internet here. i think that is by far the coolest thing- kudos to the ppl ( Read more... )

this is why im pathetic- cause im sitting here doing stupid quizzes that are only proving to me how i feel! AH!

You scored as head over heels. well, it's official. you're in love. and i do mean in love. so go tell the lucky guy/gal. don't just sit around on your bum and wait for them to call you. let them know how you feel. but whatever you do, ( Read more... )