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its like once you`ve been hurt
your scared to get attached again
and you have this fear that
every person you start to fall for
is gonna break your heart
I loved you, just too much.
You owned my emotions
Devoted, completely.
You had me, I couldn't see
No one else, by myself
I remained through the pain
You were all that mattered
But now I know there's better
I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting attached, for making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, following you, changing for you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, and most of all...for not hating you which I know I should..but I can't.
..°·I'm sorry for seeing you.. I'm sorry for looking into your eyes.. I'm sorry for becoming your friend.. I'm sorry for being there when you needed someone the most.. I'm sorry for seeing who you really are.. I'm sorry that I look at the sky everynight wishing you were mine.. But most of all.. I'm sorry for my heart that I fell so deeply in love with you.°·
so todays been alright.... im going to rascal flats tomorrow and ridin in a stretch hummer!!!!!!!! woohoo. but yea. next weekend..im goin to destin PENTHOUSE BABY! ((my sisters graduation trip_))hehe.. but holllllllllllaaaaa