i just... wish i had somthing to look forward to... but there is nothing...

why was i so foolish and dumb? to think it would work...

yesterday, everything seemed fine...

AHHHHHHHHHH! HOLY SHIT! HOLY SHIT! i cant believe it! The Cruxshadows are playing in Pheonix live november 1st! Ryan and Ariel HAVE to come with me! if i dont go i will most likely die, 100 times over, and burn in hell for the rest of my life. HOLY SHIT!

NO! its the glitter, i hate it! i try and i try to get it off! not even a shower helps...

I have really enjoyed these past few days, on monday i went to the mall with eamon and holly. we looked at different shops and holly tried on an bunch of clothse, amazing how se was so willing to try on different clothse and show them off! then we dropped eamon off and i went to hollys house for a a little while, but my dad came and said i had to ( Read more... )

well, talk about a hectic weekend, way too much time in the car with my little brothers.but its good to be back. i just got back from hollys house, i brought her a rose and arizona iced tea, probably the most romantic thing i have ever done. it was so good to see her again,god i love her so much. well, im going to bed, its late and im sleepy.

hehe, crazy thing love is

went to the wild animal park today, it was okay, but on the way there, the tire exploded, and i had to change the tire, and these two prep girls, give me a weird look, then walk across the street and take pictures of emus, didnt even ask if i needed help... jerks...

and, once again, i am burnt. EVERY time i come here i get burnt....