today was valentine's day. it was pretty much what i had expected : A meaningless day filled with candy and pissed off single people complaining about being alone. i easily joined the crowd of bitter singles and shared my sadness and anger towards the subject. All of us want the same thing . . . Maybe it isn't true love but i think we all want to ( Read more... )

#1 goal - find confidence
#2 goal - find guitar teacher
#3 goal - find some food to eat in the next 10 minutes because i'm starving

kbye

A lot has happened in the past few days. Allow me to do a little recap ( Read more... )

hello. well i don't have much to say. i have a lot on my mind but there's a barrier blocking me from writing it down. it's crossed my mind that maybe live journal itself just isn't working anymore. i sort of miss my xanga . . . i had the freedom to be more creative with the layouts and stuff. As for writing my thoughts , complaints , & experiences ( Read more... )

tonight was the first official guys & dolls show . . . parents and friends and everything. A lot of people told me i didn't smile when i was on stage and i swear i did but i don't know . . . Now i feel like a little bit of a fool because i know i saw everyone else smile and if i wasn't smiling i bet i looked weird and depressed and believe it or ( Read more... )

you might be going crazy if . . .

you accidentally mistake a napkin for a potato chip.

yep , i'm nuts.

okay well i'm back to the journal but with a little different approach.

i deleted the bitch entry i made but i'm not sure if i'm gonna keep the journal.

i think some invisible little creature smacked me in the head or something because right now , i am so out of it. i don' know what i expect or what i'm asking for. i guess i just want something good to happen for a change. i want to be happy. i wish there was a formula or magic potion that could create happiness. i was thinking about it a little ( Read more... )

No one gives enough credit to the donnas. they're actually playing. they're really awesome. i think i'm going to buy their cd today ( Read more... )