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... i still don't know what to say. everything is just blah right now. i feel horrible. i love everyone. alkwjefojf. i just don't feel i deserve to live if other people can't. and, i dont know..
meghannn
My friend Ashely moved back here from Indiana yesterday. so I spent the day with her. i'm so incredibly pissed off that i didn't get to go to the get-together for christiaan. >;-0. klwjefo i feel so bad, not showing up and showing my love to everyone, and christiaan and his family. :o( i'm sorry guys. my parents are assholes. I will always be here for anyone who wants to talk about anything. So anyone can call me if they are feeling down or whatever. i love you alllll, and i just want to be here for you.