It appears as though we are self-destructing. Its coming from inside though, so its hard to detect and track, and even harder to prevent. Sure, a simple sit down may slow the process, or even put another face on the matter. Right now, anything would be an improvement. Its hard to put the matter into a conversation however, because then we'd get ( Read more... )

The birds are curiously loud right now. I don't know why I felt the need to document that, on this day, the birds sang extra loud for me. Well, not for me of course. I'm always told that they sing for the rain. I'm just an audience member. It must take a lot of guts to be a bird and have to have the confidence to let people hear you sing. Are there ( Read more... )

I am in the right frame of mind to make all the wrong decisions. The first obvious wrong decision is avoiding my 100-150 words response homework. How much can 100 words count for? Who decided on counting words anyways? Why does my opinion always have to fall into that certain bracket? Sometimes "I disagree" is all the opinion you need. Another bad ( Read more... )

Maybe the swing is going again. Its too early to tell. I always liked to believe that I could go over the top of the swing set. Its one of those things that are so obviously untrue, yet are still okay to believe in ( Read more... )

I thought I'd try writing an admissions essay in a wedding dress for a subtle change, but now I only have a screen full of crap and wedding beads all over the house. There is one in my bed somehow. A wedding dress is multi-purpose garment. Sleep wear would be a good use for it, it has a blanket built into it. I could invent that. There is a buyer ( Read more... )

I am sick of always smelling smoke. Smoke smoke smoke. But what kind of opinion do I have, right? My kinesiology notes say nothing of smoke inhalation, therefore I don't know what it means. Oh well, words aren't being friendly to me right now anyways, so vocalizing my opinion would do no good. I bet, I could study for twenty five hours a day and ( Read more... )

I have not had a significant cup of coffee (or other caffeine source) in a reasonable amount of time. Whether that is a good thing or a bad thing I cannot pass a judgement on that one. But, the sound, for this moment, is a coffee sound. Something like bluuuah, or maybe with more R's, blllruah. Don't worry, this is accurate. Word to vowel ( Read more... )

I can't help but feel convinced that today has been an ugly day. Sure, it doesn't help that everything outside is one shade or another of grey, but if beauty was determined by colour would have started colouring-by-numbers sooner. I'm sick of hearing 2-1 scores, which colours to wear this winter, which jeans will make my ass look the best. I'm ( Read more... )

In this town, the lights are always on, but no one is ever home. During the night on the king of streets, the one with the reputation of prostitutes and drug deals, it falls to the ranks of a prince, at best. I guess on this street even addicts need rest. In large night cities, someone with a story is always out and willing to share it. In small ( Read more... )

If I was nosy, I would try to listen to the argument going on upstairs, but that doesn't matter. I am looking forward to living alone, not having to worry about arguing with anyone but myself. Sure, I may yell at myself, throw something at myself, but I can always forgive myself, because I am stuck with myself. I want my voice to be heard by ( Read more... )