This is the last week that my brother and his wife are staying here. He is moving out on the tenth. That will leave me all alone in this house. Im curious to see how long I will be staying here. Depending on when my dad wants to sell it I might actually look into getting a roommate. I really want to hold out here for a year. It will make it a ( Read more... )

I got a call last night at three am from Michelle telling me that Jake had killed him self. I remember before my vacation talking to him. I had known Jake a little over a year since I have worked with him at Applebees. He got a job a Ruby Tuesday looking for the opportunity to advance himself. Jake was a pretty sincere guy, funny with a snappy ( Read more... )

My vacation was amazing. First I started it out by seeing Finch and the RX Bandits with my sister and Michelle. Got to spend some time with my sister before she went to school. After the show Michelle's friend Jonah joined us to go to pizzapopolis in greek town to eat some really yummy pizza pie. Drove him around to find his car, was enlightened by ( Read more... )

I have had this burning in my heart lately. A sensation that I have not had in years. I bought my sister a laptop today. After rebates it comes out to 1800 bucks. She doesnt have a computer to take to school so I figured it would be a great graduation present. My brother and his wife are going to buy her a desk top around christmas but she shouldnt ( Read more... )

I woke up with the taste of blood in my mouth today. A constant reminder of what it is like to be beaten unconcious, only to wake up with a gun to your head. I often ask my self how I have survived to this point when the odds have been against me. But here I am now. Full of breath with an ever so defiant heart that beats life into my shattered soul ( Read more... )

Eck! I hate being sick. I was going to go up to my grandmas but that is out of the question now. That is going to have to wait another week and a half. So the next two days will be devoted to me. I still have to buy some camping supplies. My animals need food also. I need to talk to my dad about the house as I keep on hearing different things. I ( Read more... )

I really need to change my sleeping patterns. I think I am getting lazy. Very relaxed day today. Shopped around for some new work shirts and pants. Have been on the computer for the past three hours looking at computer prices. I wish I could accept something simple. Im probably going to buy a HP thats going to cost me 2500 then I am going to throw ( Read more... )

Many things are manifesting themselves in front of me lately. Premonitions have become so common that I have them on a daily basis. Lately things have been good. Anticipating the fall. Absolute favorite time of the year. The smell, the color, the cold.

Things I am doing:
New computer
New cameras
Tattoo
New Home

Summer is starting to wind down. And I have the next two days off. I dont know though, I think I might look for a new job or transfer. But that is only a thought. I find my self counting down to the day that my vacation starts. I was going to go to my grandmas tomorrow, but I think I will do that next week instead. Tattoo parlor research on mon? ( Read more... )

I hate when my journal erases. Grrr .... ok im over it. Life is good. Had a great night tonight. Michelle fucking rocks. Pizza and Saw are a great combination in a strange way. ok, sleepy, good night