ok. havent wrote in here in a while.. this might be long..
ok so this year has been crazy and stupid. i hate drama. and thats pretty much all that i have been dealing with. i hate people who try to make you feel like shit for no reason. HELLO THATS GAY!. grow up. i dont like people who say that youl;re friends and randomly one day gets mad at you and trys to make your life a living hell. well thats what my life has been lately. and im tired of it. dont get mad at people for talking to me and not you. dont try to take all of my finreds away. dont even think you can break me or make me have a bad day becasue of you. because i will not let that happen anymore. i dont care take my friends away. in the end my realy ones will still be with me. stare at me everyday durring lunch.. guess what i'll stare right back at you. talk junk about me all you want. i dont care. i will not talk bad about you. thats stupid and childish..
one thing that really gets to me.. dont make fun of someone in fornt of me for going to church or for having a strong faith. or enjoying going to church.. that pisses me off alot.WAKE UP.. we go to the same church. we do and beleive in the same thigns! i dont care if she shows it more then me. dont sit there and make fun of her because she goes to church.. hey big stupid face.. i do too! dont be rude or jealous becasue shes found somehting that makes her happy and peaceful. who are you to say that its jsuts a phase and shes gonna get tired of church or being happy in a week or so. back off if you were her real friend you wouldnt care if she went to chrch or not. you wouldnt care if she reads the bible.. or if shes going through this "new phases" that you might think is stupid.its making her happy! thats a good thing. so back up off her and stop trying to make her feel bad i mean for real. gooossshhh.
i refuses to be degraded or feel bad for no stupid reason. i will not let you run my life. this is mee.. not you. i could honestly care less what you think about me. or the things you say behind me back. dont you dare make fun of one of my best finreds for going to chruch in front of my face. you wanna make fun of someone? make fun of me. or both of us. because yes i go to church. and i like it!