i hate school!!im so stressed out,first of all i have two projects:one for history and one for spanish and wat sucks is that the spanish project costs a test grade and the history costs a test,quiz,homework,and participation grade.so if i dont do it ,im screwed.on top of that i have an essay due tommorrow and the project are due monday and i have ( Read more... )

i hate it, im so confused...why am i stressing over it,it didnt mean anything.........did it? if it doesnt than, y do i believe that it does mean something.this is the first time i questioned myself about stuff like this,i kno...................................but........but it felt so real and right.

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I AM: Chris
I WANT: to stop feeling the pain
I'VE GOT: to kill myself
I WISH: it would stop
I HATE: myself
I FEAR: hurting the people around me(my friends/family)
I HEAR: mr. brightside
I WONDER: how i will kill myself
I REGRET: being who i am
I LOVE: drawing
I ACHE: in my heart
I ALWAYS: make the wrong decisions
I AM NOT: smart
I DANCE: 1,2, step(kant do it ( Read more... )

damn snow,go away!!!


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MY B-DAY IS IN : 3 DAYS !!!

School is sucha drag i mean people there are soo stupid or they think that they are better than anyone.there are theses girls that sit behind me in us history and when im talk in to lauren or racheal they start evesdroppin and jugding everything that we talk about or we do, im ean i dont blame the cuz lauren is so loud but id pisses me off.i swear ( Read more... )

just fucking kill me....no reason 4 me to live....


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[x]been drunk.
[x]smoked pot.
[x]kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[]rode in a taxi.
[x]been dumped.
[x]shoplifted.
[]been fired.
[]had a job
[]been in a fist fight.
[]snuck out of your parent's house.
[]been arrested.
[]stole something from your job.
[]celebrated new years in times square.
[]went on a blind date.
[x]smoked a cigarette.
[]gone on an airplane ( Read more... )

sry for the lack of updates well a lot has happened my bio teacker resigned ii cant w dunno y but she did so we have a sub for now her name is ms. kennedy,shes cool at times but then she can be a real bitch its like so has bad mood swings its werid um school a bitch,i mean come on its so gay i hate it omg xmas is comin!!!yesterday i went to the ( Read more... )