well.. yesterday - JANUARY 28 -- me and jana got off hailey's bus so we could work on morgan's collage. it's this HUGE 'M'. its soooooooooo awesome!! and then jana's mom took us to target and the mall so we could buy her b-day presents. omggg it's sooooooo awesome!!  =)  but just to be safe i won't mention it. ha. then we met morgan at the ( Read more... )

i'm watching the oc!!!!  =)  ANDD next is point pleasant!!! and ER is on tonight!!! how amazizngggggg!!!!!!! ahhhh. i love tv.

this is a long goodbye.. somebody tell me why, 2 lovers in love can't make it.. just what kinda love <3 keeps breakin' our hearts? no matter how hard i try... i always make you cry.. come on baby its over lets face it... ( Read more... )

i picture myself right there

well anyways, today was the last effing damn day of exams!  =)  i'm sooo happy about that. but i DEF. no doubt about it failed algebra. i guessed on alot. maybe a C or D? who knows. on my history exam i got a 66. ugh.  =/  oh well. annd i worked more on me and morgan's notebook. it's realllllllly cute! i like it a lot ( Read more... )

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wow... i got a rude wake up call today from a certain someone. KL is a complete and total asshole. wow. i can't even believe that they would EVER say that to someone-- especially to someone they don't even know. all i wanted to do was make small talk, but apparently he thinks that he's too effing cool for me. ( Read more... )

well... nothing changed...again.. i'm so fucking done with you it's not even funny. why do i always care so much about other people who don't even give 2 shits about me? seems to happen a lot. i don't get myself sometimes. but whatever. and I LOVE JAHM SOO MUCH!!! you girls are my life and i dunno where i'd be without you ( Read more... )

i give up. screw it. there's nothing i can do. bf's / gf's ruin everything and they don't even realize it. so what's a girl to do?

... don't wanna try no more! 

OMG WE DONT HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!! morgans just called me and now im SOOOOO HAPPY!!! i got in a lil "fight" with mark tonight.. it wasn't a fight. but whatever it was it def. wasn't good. but fuck it. we don't have school tomorrow.  YAY! =)

i know what its like to want to die.
how it hurts to smile.
how you try to fit in but you can't.
how you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside.

oMg ThE oC aNd PoInT pLeAsAnT iS oN tOnIgHt!!!!!! I'm So ExCiTeD!!!! aHhHh!!!!

wellllll today was good! i need to study for my exams in interior design and history. theyre tomorrow! and this song i'm listening to gets me hyper! haha. iiiiii want to BREEEAKKK FREEE!!!!!!!! haha. anyways! TOMORROW 1/2 DAY HELL YAYUH! and a bball game! i love bball games. esp. when they're intense! haha. hopefully a lot of people will be there ( Read more... )