To Death ( Read more... )

I just had the strangest dream, I went home from work and drove dangerously on my meds, passed out when I walked in the door, and wow! The dream that I awoke from was pretty bad...slaughtered my poor brain in my sleep! I think its time I go back to sleep now, but I needed to do something before passing back out.

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Lately I have been feeling pretty good. In fact I have been feeling very good. I have a positive outlook, I feel relaxed, I am enjoying the days more.
This does not mean I will decide to not go to therapy, I am still going to go. I want to attack the problems and keep them from coming back out in a negative way. I may as well beat them while they ( Read more... )

it was a pretty song at the moment, not all of it is relevant ( Read more... )

The video I posted earlier has subtitles so if you can't turn up sound then try reading, its pretty crazy what the Japanese will use for training videos. lol

Life would just be better if being a Pants Man kept me alive...enjoy!

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Therapy....it is so

(Verse ( Read more... )

So I am thinking to myself...what is it I can do? I am not exactly sure? I don't think I can ever remember a time in my life where I felt I was not able to chase dreams with full force. That I had to slow my paces down and breathe. That I needed to think about my next move to know it was a solid choice so I don't doubt my decisions later. I have ( Read more... )