the truth is soo fuckign unbeleiveable. there is no piont.

Dec 04, 2005 06:31

hey ash, sweetie, i've been thinking, if I go in for this professional help, that everyone wants. what would i discuss? lol i can see it now ( Read more... )

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yngcrzdpeeling December 4 2005, 18:28:26 UTC
i think you are doing the right thing.
it sounds like you have thoroughly thought things out, andi wish you the best of luck. we should hang out sometime if you're looking for a new friend
and welbutrin is most def. a tricky medication to go on. wasted 2 years of my life on that. it as horrible.

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xalzamir December 4 2005, 19:46:32 UTC
i would love to hang out, but right now since i'm kinda carless :-), but i got our yahoo that i can pester you there when i got online acess again.

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yngcrzdpeeling December 4 2005, 22:59:39 UTC
heck yes you can

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ravenessasashes December 4 2005, 20:11:15 UTC
If you decide to see someone, honestly, as odd as it sounds, the convo you made up is a good place to start. However... I've only been to one psych that actually does the whole "tell me what happened" "how does that make you feel" "what is your relationship with your parents like" "did you have friends as a child" all that BS.

Two things though... First, if you do it solely for your friends and not at all for yourself, it will do you no good, and it will be a waste of time and money. Second, if you do it and don't work with them on the medication part of it, you'll get no help at all and it will again be a waste of time and money. You can probably get an idea of what they might suggest, but you're not smarter than every doctor out there. They may want to try something you haven't thought of, or that you would've never seen coming.

But, like I said, if you're not even slightly doing any of it for you. then it's a waste and you may as well deal with the fact that the people you're trying to please aren't going to get what they want ( ... )

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xalzamir December 11 2005, 11:36:42 UTC
in many ways it still is, as i'm trying to take away all these suffering. :-(

and in all honesty, the reason this tough love thing people are doing is failing and just hurting is cuz other than ya'll i have no reason to go to any docs. :-(

i mean, personally my self esteem is so much higher, i'm never really down. as i said, i am likign the person i am becoming,even if the way to get there makes no sense to any of ya'll.

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