I was informed of the death of an person i knew. Now i was not close to this person but their death still kinda sits with me he was always civil and open with me and he was someone i had alot of respect for. His death for some reason is a harsher reminder of mortality. I have been surrounded by death over the past year. And only this one seemed to ( Read more... )

Suddenly i had the urge to give people a chance to figure out my head. Ok rules. Post a comment with any question your heart desires. And i will respond with 100% honesty. Regardless of the questions.

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I sometimes sit awake at night thinking bout my life. And i want to run away. And then i remember that im in quick access of 4000 dollars of random drugs. Which then i promptly cry that i dont have the people i used to go to when i was falling apart. And after 2-3 hours of this i fall asleep. weeks of this and anyone would begin to snap. My head ( Read more... )

If something is important to you. Then its worth fighting for everyday. Maybe thats not good news for the friends that hate me. But unlike them i believe my friends are worth fighting for. And in some cases dying for.

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After many years i finally got my chance to blow fire. I know its too not very important to many of people. But to me i've been wanting to do it most of my mind. I did it. I will be doing alot of practice to work on my sustained blows. My next goal is guitar.

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for the last couple of days i've been in some mind numbing pain. mostly throbing from the bulet in my neck.

if i didn't know better i'd think i should lay off the drugs for a while.

but i haven't done anything that would hurt this much, even the line of meth shouldn't hurt this much. and that was last week -_-.

murrrrr rawr.. *sigh* pain..

Leave one memory of you and me together. It doesn't matter if I know you a little or a lot, anything you remember! Next, post this in your blog and see how many people leave a memory about you.

Have fun!

So long and thanks for all the fish ( Read more... )

I have recently wanted to take sometime and fade away, but much like bruce wayne the world is much too small for someone like me to fade away. For no matter who hates me. I have a thousand friends for each of my enemies. And i have at least a hundred that would die for me. Or at least avenge my death. This post has no meaning. Maybe its my desire ( Read more... )

we all know the 2 main ones, regret adn relief ( Read more... )