I am absolutely... emotionally... drained. I can't take this anymore. What with school, and my parents bitching at me, and trying to find a job... it's too much. I don't know if I can do this much longer.

-Am

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I keep thinking there's something wrong... that there's something he's not telling me... something he's hiding. He's been distant. Maybe it's just me... maybe I'm just worried about nothing, and that it's not going to do any good to ask. But then, if I don't ask, it'll eat at me until I do. I'm at a loss. I have no clue what to do. I'm afraid that ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the first day of my first MA class... (Medical assistant degree class... different from a Gen Ed class) oh em gee. It's really fun... it's just a whole lot of work. but I can get through it okay... we're doing medical terminology right now... which is easy, because I took it in high school, and I love doing definitions. Yes, I am ( Read more... )

So, my dad's coming up this weekend to stay with me for a couple of days. I'm hoping that he'll come to stay at my house and realize that I don't have any food, and then he'll take me grocery shopping. I could count all of the items in the refrigerator on one hand almost ( Read more... )

This week has been Hell. Granted, it's my fault, my mistake, and therefore, my consequences... still, it has been hell. I made a huge mistake, and hurt someone I shouldn't have. I regret it, but I suppose there's nothing I can do, execept say I'm sorry... and hope that everything turns out okay ( Read more... )

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About the English:

"When I went to England, I realized that most of them are like that. They're all arrogant and rude. They think that they're better than us. Yeah... that's why we kicked their ASS!!"
-Mike Smith

The guy that I work with has an odd take on things. ^_^

-Am

I was in class yesterday... and one of the girls, Shana, was joking around about how skinny I am. Saying things like, 'God, you should try eating sometime', 'You could walk behind a pole and disappear'... things like that. People don't understand that saying things like that to a thin person hurts just as much as telling an overweight person how ( Read more... )

It's 2:45 am, and I have to get up at 5... and I can't get to sleep.

Damn... it...

Why can't I sleep? I don't know. I can't get comfortable... and I can't stop thinking. I'm not thinking about anything in particular. Just random shit. Like, the video shoot I was in awhile back. Going to Rocket Town. Going to BWW with Jess today. Stupid, pointless ( Read more... )