God, I can't take being grounded. I've never been grounded before and it's just not something I can handle. I just hate that everyone comes over here, then leaves because they are going somewhere else, AND I CAN'T GO. I hate it so much. lol, I'm so pathetic. It's only been a week, so I'm going to die before a month is over. O ya, I want Josh ( Read more... )

Holy shit. I had such a bad day =( Me and a bunch of my friends have this notebook, that we write notes to our friend Linda in, since she doesn't go to our school anymore, and her sister gives it to her. And there's stuff in there that isn't really good. And I go to a Christian school. And a teacher took the notebook. Man, I thought I was ( Read more... )

Is it so wrong to want your boyfriend's older brother? Is it?

Holy shit! Thursday, Thrice, and Coheed are coming to Philly. I must go. No way I will miss it. My mom said I couldn't go because she's kinda pissed at me. O well, she is really not a priority when it comes to this. 3 of my favorite bands. One show. One night. How could I miss it? I already missed Juliana Theory, and that pissed me off SO ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, whats up. Long time, no update. Well, I guess you'll be getting alot more updates now considering I'm grounded for a month as of yesterday. Lol, I skipped school and went to Philly with my friends, then met up with Josh and stayed over at his dorm. Mommy wasn't too happy when she called Raquel's house, looking for me, and her mom ( Read more... )

The Ultimate LiveJournal Obsession Test
CategoryYour ScoreAverage LJer Community Attachment1.08%
You have one or two loyal pals on LJ... But you probably have better things to do with your time.24.46% MemeSheepage3.51%
You fill out forms at work - why should you fill them out for fun?30.29% Original Content40.32%
Some stories must be told - and you're ( Read more... )

God. Josh always has to come back, it's so funny. Yo, the new Thursday cd is awesome! And they are playing an acoustic show in Philly at a Tower Records. So I just need to buy the CD again to get a wristband and I'm in! Awesome shit. I love them so much, such a great band. But ya, Josh started drinking alot and cutting himself and shit. Why ( Read more... )

Well, I'm through with Josh. Done. I know it's over for good, and it's funny, because I feel like something has been lifted off my shoulders. I don't stress anymore, because I don't care, because I know there's nothing in the future. I never thought I would be happier now, but I am. He likes Bern, but I'm still happy! It's weird. OMG, her ( Read more... )

Man, whaddya know? Josh and Bern hung out and ditched their potential plans with me. What a surprise. I'm not standing for this anymore. Tomorrow, Josh will get his talking to and Bern will get hers. I doubt either of them will be my friends anymore unless they really want to be. Because it'll require alot of change on their parts. O well. ( Read more... )

Long time, no update. What can I say? Nothing really changes in my life. I'm always going to be slightly pissed at Bernadette and there's always going to be something fucked up about me and Josh. It's getting really tiring and I'm really tired of it all. I just feel sad all the time and nothing really is helping. I think I'm just going to go ( Read more... )