Comments | xandalya: Oh, forget it.

xandalya

Oh, forget it.

Jun 19, 2006 11:06

As it turns out, I have more things that I need to get out of my head before I'm going to be able to get on with work. In the past, I'd call Kate up and have a talk and she'd maybe settle me down and help straighten things out but probably she'd just sit and listen and tell me she loved me and that would be okay too. These days, she's busy with her ( Read more... )

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enthalpy01 June 19 2006, 15:36:17 UTC

Ever seen Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind?

My belief is the end of that movie is kind of saying two people can be destined to not work out, but it's worth going through all that shit for the happy memories you keep. I really liked the movie, but it made me cry. I definitely didn't see it as an uplifting they'll work it out this time ending.

xandalya June 19 2006, 15:47:06 UTC

I think that if I were to watch that movie right now I'd probably be a total mess. I've seen it once, and while I can't remember exactly how the ending went I think that's probably a fair point. The memories are still happy; it's just too soon to think about them without dealing with all of the associated pain.

gargamellon June 20 2006, 05:56:35 UTC

I'll be happy to sit here and listen to whatever you have to say.

Darlin' rikkila June 21 2006, 01:30:49 UTC

I'm serious when I say this.
Any time day or night if you need to talk to anyone about anything.
I don't want you to hesitate one second to call me.
I know you will, hesitate that is, but I beg you to remember that I am verymuch in your boat.
And I'm here.

Re: Darlin' xandalya June 21 2006, 04:39:21 UTC

Very rarely do I need to really talk these days, and when I do, I need to do it in person as I tend to lose coherency what with the whole breaking in and out of tears nonsense and all. Rambling on semi-sensically helps keep me sane and stable in the meanwhile.

I'll call you when I need to. I've tried at least once and gotten your voicemail; I haven't yet left a message because "blah blah blah life sucks" doesn't translate very well to the medium.

Re: Darlin' rikkila June 22 2006, 03:52:28 UTC

I'll probably be up your way on friday.
Would you mind giving me a place to stay friday night?

Re: Darlin' rikkila June 23 2006, 02:59:35 UTC

eh.
Nevermind Friday.
I suspect you have plans anyway.
But I do wish to come up only July 8th if you'll have me.