Here I am once again.... but this time, I'm doing better ( Read more... )

Its been a while sense i wrote anything, so i decided that i would write again. Its not like anyone listens but oh well.

I went to the docter yesterday the test results came out negitive, (searas came out negitive too but look where SHE is). Danielle and i are gonna go and help her mom clean some house today, so we can get some money and shit.

Last ( Read more... )

Alright, I'm getting ready to start cutting people from my journal thats how pissed off I'm getting. Isnt a journal somewhere that you are supposed to come and tell how you feel, when you need either support or just someone to talk to, well whenever i come here, i get alot of nice comments, but then there are the jealous angry people that decide to ( Read more... )

i thought he was a good person but i was more than wrong, all that he has done, has given me sex 2 times, and and a lot of fucking bullshit, he treats me like im fucking dirt. but the thing about it is that i really care about him, more than anything in the entire fucking world, i bawled my eyes out to trisha last night and seeing me cry made her ( Read more... )

He got here yesterday beucase of the traffic in salt lake city ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is the bug day you guys, i might not be online or around much to those of you that i dont see often, but please dont think that im trying to avoid you, beucase im not ( Read more... )

I honestly dont think that i could be ANY happier, Justin gets here on friday. Were throwin a party for him over at Danille and Searas house, everyones gonna love him. Im probably gonna have 2 parties for him. A party with one group of my close friends, and a party with the other group of close frinds. He gets in at 8:45. So im gonna be down at the ( Read more... )

It looks like im not going to be spending time by myself after all, danielle called me and asked me if i wanted to go with her over to trishas house, and as long as they dont do shit in front of me i suppose i will be alright. Justins going over to a friends house after work tonight. So i wont be able to talk to him which makes me sad. I cant wait ( Read more... )

Once again I find myself ALONE on new years, but hey what the fuck else is new it hurts me so much that once again i dont have anyone to kiss to bring in the new year. PSH i dont even have anyone to HANG out with to bring in the new year, fuck all my friends ( Read more... )

IM BORED.

*waves to people...<3

I love you pookie. :)