its been a long time coming

[xanina]

in the last week i have become quite a happier person. i'm starting not care or worry as much as i would normally would on a normal basis.  i can't attribute what makes me feel so at ease, but i don't really care, i'm not going to worry about it.  this is going to be the run on sentence rant of my life i can feel it.  as much as i'm happier, i

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[kill_krock]

speaking as somebody whos been clinically depressed in the past, you take anything positive you have and build on it. Even if youre not quite sure what is the cause, just still try and run with it. As for the work, i know exactly what you mean since im about to dive into a bad stretch myself with papers and shit.

Run on sentences and ranting are fine. If youre incredibly bored one day, dig through my lj archives and find some of my entries from about 2 years or so ago, and youll read how i hit rock bottom and u can see how far ive made it back. Yea, nothings perfect, but eventually you learn to take a better look at things, stop caring and worrying so much about all the bad shit, and just overall have a positive attitude. Yea i know its really friggin hard, but im saying it is possible, there is a light at the end of the tunnel...and its not an oncoming train like i used to think it was:)

[anonymous]

Oh Allie... you make me worry and wonder. I'll try to enter your life again. It's a promise.