I must say...

[xanthus]

That after hearing what I heard from Cole, that I am sick with shame over many of the friends I left behind in MA and missed. Seriously? You couldn't scrape together 10 bucks and eat dinner with him? That's fucked up, this never would have happened if I were still home...

-X

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[evlprincesssara]

I would have, but i always feel kinda weird about it. Like I would make him and others feel uncomfortable by my presence. And saying that makes me feel like a conceited bitch. I guess what i am trying to say is I would have gone if I felt like I was truly welcome. But i feel bad that it sounds like no one went :(

[xanthus]

I'm more mad at the people who see him on the regular and every day, the people who are supposed to be his pack, his best friends. Those fuckers didn't go, and that's what pissed me off. Grrr!

As far as your situation goes, I get where you're coming from.