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im not even sure what to say about my day/night with mike on our anniversary...
i went over early in the morning...and we slept together [in both ways...if your wondering...] we exchanged gifts...
my sweetie gave me:
a fake rose=>because im always saying that the flowers he gives me die too fast...and they do. so he handed me this really pretty faux rose. and for a couple of minutes, i just sat there and thanked him. then he told me to open it...which confused me...cause i didnt know that the rose bud at the top opened, turns out that it doubles as a ring box. so i open it. and inside was my beautiful sparkling...white gold...diamond ring. its my promise ring. it is so beautiful. its absolutely perfect. he told me that the ring promised to be with me for another year...and that on dec.3rd 2004...id get another one. he's so amazingly sweet and thoughful.
memento on dvd=>excellent movie. the dvd is so interactive. first of all...the case is super duper rad. its like a file folder...with medical papers and notes in it [it makes sense if you've seen the movie] and then the actual dvd has loads of special features...like these psycology tests and stuff. so rad.
a burned cd=>i asked for like 15 cds for christmas...and i gave him the list. so instead of buying me them...cause at twenty bucks a pop...he would have to take out a loan to buy me fifteen; he burned me a cd with a song by each of the band, from each of the cds i asked for. it includes some: spitalfield, coheed and cambria, my chemical romance, distillers, the clach, yeah yeah yeahs, moneen, fata and a static lullaby.{just to name a few} i thought it was sweet :]
and he gave me his love. by just saying incredibly sweet things, and pouring hie heart out to me. i know ill have his love forever.
and he really liked what i got him...said it was sweet...so all is good.
the day wouldnt be complete without me pouring out my heart to him...making me cry...like the sensitive, emotional...misunderstood lady that i am. but he just held me and listened. which is amazing. we just layed there...and i told him about my dreams...and what i want to accomplish in the future [as you may know...my future is everything]. and apparently everything i said was "cute" and intelligent, and exciting, and he told me that he wants to help make my dreams come true [fuck im so happy!]. so anyways...we just layed there in his bed, until we feel asleep in the middle of the afternoon.
i woke up two hours later...got up to go pee!...went on the computer...*yadda yadda yadda*...we got into a little "tuff" and we both ended up crying. it was quite dramatic and sweet...in a way i guess. i felt terrible though and i dont want to talk about what happened. i just want to forget it. we're fine now...we made up/talked about it/forgave. alls good.
today was over all great.
im so happy to have been with mike for a year. i still remember this day last year...when he asked me out. :] how lame am i? heh
ill love him forever, he's my life.
and i know that this isnt just "puppy" love...this is the real thing.
many people can debate it, cause we're so "young"...but we're not. if you ever meet me...you'll soon realize that im not your typical sixteen year old girl...im more like a twenty-five year old...living in this teenage body...trying not to live the teenage life. im mature, and realistic, responsible and just all around aware of the world around me...now im not trying to "toot" my own horn here...trust me, im not all about that, im just saying. i know what love feels like. and im feeling it so intensly right now. and its the best feeling in the world. it was something that i needed in my life...to pull me out of the deep depression i was sinking into. mike was/is my savior.
i know that my livejournal is pretty much all about him..and us.
but you guys have to realize that he's all i have.
he's my best friend and my boyfriend...wrapped up into one neat little package.
i dont have many friends...and as much as that pains me...its the truth.
and he's the only person i can trust, and talk to about anything, and have an amazing time with.
so when you read my journal...please dont judge me...
please dont think that im some cute little teenage girl, that fell in love with her cute little popular boyfriend after dating him for a week...and even though i have loads of friends that force my phone to ring off the hook and my social calander to be over flowing with events. i still think that my boyfriend is my life...even though i have one thats super! cause im not. im just a sad girl...who has found her passion in life. and who has finally realized that love is a powerful thing. and that it does exist.
-the end-
<3 steph
i went over early in the morning...and we slept together [in both ways...if your wondering...] we exchanged gifts...
my sweetie gave me:
a fake rose=>because im always saying that the flowers he gives me die too fast...and they do. so he handed me this really pretty faux rose. and for a couple of minutes, i just sat there and thanked him. then he told me to open it...which confused me...cause i didnt know that the rose bud at the top opened, turns out that it doubles as a ring box. so i open it. and inside was my beautiful sparkling...white gold...diamond ring. its my promise ring. it is so beautiful. its absolutely perfect. he told me that the ring promised to be with me for another year...and that on dec.3rd 2004...id get another one. he's so amazingly sweet and thoughful.
memento on dvd=>excellent movie. the dvd is so interactive. first of all...the case is super duper rad. its like a file folder...with medical papers and notes in it [it makes sense if you've seen the movie] and then the actual dvd has loads of special features...like these psycology tests and stuff. so rad.
a burned cd=>i asked for like 15 cds for christmas...and i gave him the list. so instead of buying me them...cause at twenty bucks a pop...he would have to take out a loan to buy me fifteen; he burned me a cd with a song by each of the band, from each of the cds i asked for. it includes some: spitalfield, coheed and cambria, my chemical romance, distillers, the clach, yeah yeah yeahs, moneen, fata and a static lullaby.{just to name a few} i thought it was sweet :]
and he gave me his love. by just saying incredibly sweet things, and pouring hie heart out to me. i know ill have his love forever.
and he really liked what i got him...said it was sweet...so all is good.
the day wouldnt be complete without me pouring out my heart to him...making me cry...like the sensitive, emotional...misunderstood lady that i am. but he just held me and listened. which is amazing. we just layed there...and i told him about my dreams...and what i want to accomplish in the future [as you may know...my future is everything]. and apparently everything i said was "cute" and intelligent, and exciting, and he told me that he wants to help make my dreams come true [fuck im so happy!]. so anyways...we just layed there in his bed, until we feel asleep in the middle of the afternoon.
i woke up two hours later...got up to go pee!...went on the computer...*yadda yadda yadda*...we got into a little "tuff" and we both ended up crying. it was quite dramatic and sweet...in a way i guess. i felt terrible though and i dont want to talk about what happened. i just want to forget it. we're fine now...we made up/talked about it/forgave. alls good.
today was over all great.
im so happy to have been with mike for a year. i still remember this day last year...when he asked me out. :] how lame am i? heh
ill love him forever, he's my life.
and i know that this isnt just "puppy" love...this is the real thing.
many people can debate it, cause we're so "young"...but we're not. if you ever meet me...you'll soon realize that im not your typical sixteen year old girl...im more like a twenty-five year old...living in this teenage body...trying not to live the teenage life. im mature, and realistic, responsible and just all around aware of the world around me...now im not trying to "toot" my own horn here...trust me, im not all about that, im just saying. i know what love feels like. and im feeling it so intensly right now. and its the best feeling in the world. it was something that i needed in my life...to pull me out of the deep depression i was sinking into. mike was/is my savior.
i know that my livejournal is pretty much all about him..and us.
but you guys have to realize that he's all i have.
he's my best friend and my boyfriend...wrapped up into one neat little package.
i dont have many friends...and as much as that pains me...its the truth.
and he's the only person i can trust, and talk to about anything, and have an amazing time with.
so when you read my journal...please dont judge me...
please dont think that im some cute little teenage girl, that fell in love with her cute little popular boyfriend after dating him for a week...and even though i have loads of friends that force my phone to ring off the hook and my social calander to be over flowing with events. i still think that my boyfriend is my life...even though i have one thats super! cause im not. im just a sad girl...who has found her passion in life. and who has finally realized that love is a powerful thing. and that it does exist.
-the end-
<3 steph