this pain...it cuts

[xartxsavesx]

i think i kind of envy you...
your life is perfect. people love you. you have friends.

i love you and dont want to feel this way

you never comment on my journal. it pains me, yus. i shouldnt have to ask.

you told me to call you whenever i feel like cutting...but your grounded. no phone.
so guess what i did in your absence.

<3 steph

Comments

[0bsoleteemotion]

who?

you can call me dear. cutting is bad. very bad x's 328564390674109476946.

yus.

[xartxsavesx]

mike.
i will call you. you help.
i know.
but uhhh whos the one that told me what i should use? hah....yeah ashlie that was you.
you bad influence.
hah. just kidding.
<3 steph

[0bsoleteemotion]

I KNOW I AM! i feel so horrible now...;/

[xartxsavesx]

dont.
i was going to anyways
<3 steph

Hey

[anonymous]

Hey sweety its me.. im on for a second.. i told you not to cut and i said if you can't call me to e-mail me! and you didn't :( i tryed to post on your journal the other night and you wouldn't let me :P i miss you a lot :( ill call if you get a chance i can prob call you tonight sometime :D
I love you!!!!!!
Miss you!!!!!!!!
Please be happy!
MUWAH!!!!!!!!!!!
-Mike

[caleighgreen]

why the fuck do you alwayse hurt yourself, you know i hate it and i guess it doesnt matter to you that by hurting yourself you hurt your frends

[_papertigers_]

Everytime my sister did that, her friend threatened to do the same...shows that it does hurt your friends.
<3

[hobday]

to sum it all up.
love's a bitch.