jp farewell (RIP)

[xashtray_heartx]

today i was sitting in the living room with eli and our roomate dan and their friend jen watching them play nintendo, and eli's phone rang he handed the phone to me and said it was my mom. but it wasnt my mom it was alisha. she sounded so faraway. and sad. she asked me to sit down so i did. and she said something horrible has happened and that our

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[phostographt]

i love you natalie. i'm so sorry for your loss. please let me know if you need anything at all, i know i'm far away but far away can be close enough if you need comfort.

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[xashtray_heartx]

thank you so much that means a lot. ;) when i come out there all i want is to be around my friends as much as possible before i come back to portland. because i've been happy here with eli, but lonely for my friends esp my girls. and i just need that kind of comfort right now. thank you. ;)
much love <3

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[danigirl75]

I feel for you my dear girl. I love you much and wish you were here so you could feel some sense of comfort from all of us who love and miss you. You are always in my thoughts.

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[xashtray_heartx]

thank you danielle. i love you too. i hope to see all of you when i come out there because i miss you all so deeply and i really need it right now. eli has done a good job taking care of me, but i need my friends too. and right now its my place to be with the ones who need me. thank you you made me feel better...;)
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[bloodyxxkisses]

i wish i was hugging you right now natalie.. i wish so much.