same shit, different day.

-Hanan

he's in love with me. will do his absolute best to make me happy; to make this work. & is only looking forward to returning so i can finally be in his arms. so wtf is my problem? why am i still stuck in the past and so unsure of the future that's laid out in front of my face? why. ="[

abe's sentencing was pushed back so he can finish up school in valhalla and get his diploma. he should be sentenced by the end of july. i start working next tuesday i believe. shit has been kinda lookin up, i cant really complain. i thought ryan only wrote me once, but i went and checked my mailbox at purchase, which i fail to check for weeks, ( Read more... )

im doneeeeee with school for goodddd, well, until sept. 5th ( Read more... )

intensive writing is over this friday, thank God.   I dread waking up at 7am everyday for this shit. some days i really cannot get myself to school, knowing damn well i will not able to get through the class discussions or talk about the paper i had to write the night before bc thats just how shitty i feel that day.  so i spend the day with liz. We ( Read more... )

i'm so lost. confused. fucked in the head ( Read more... )

3.2 gpaa!!!! holler, i guess hard work & riddance of certain things and bs people paid off.

my intensive writing class began monday & i already feel as though it's going to be the death of me! Too much reading, too much writing every night. but i guess it'll only strengthen my abilities. i really cannot wait till june 8th to finally really kick off ( Read more... )

this semester's almost over. i move out the 16th i believe. i'm living with crazy ass suzanne next semester, that should be interesting. i have a final this wednesday & i'm done! although i opted to take a 3 week summer intensive which ends june 8th so its cool. then i have the entire summer to relax.  idk how i feel about this summer though. my ( Read more... )

so culture shock weekend was craziness. Friday night Kamil, Amanda, Tom, Double D, Jimmy, Cello, Crystal, Maryann came upp to Purch and met up with all of us. We all got madddd fucked up; watched a few bands play, then went back to my room to smoke; decided to hit up a party in the Olde which turned out to be a not so good idea. it was my boys apt ( Read more... )

motherfuckinshitcuntfuckkkkkkkkkkkk!

your 18th birthday passed, christmas passed, new years passed, mommys surgerys & struggles, mommys 60th, my birthday, now easter, then daddys birthday, all pass without you here with us. summer break is so soon and there will be no crazy cool vaca that dad has planned out for us like every year bc your not here. ( Read more... )