I was thinking today about how much i miss all the people i used to hang out with. Ive been so preoccupied with music that i havent had much time to hang out with anyone. I know thats no excuse, so thats why im making the time. Expect phone calls....

Tonight i started training someone the bass parts for Anamcara. I had to sit there and watch him butcher almost evey single bass line, every note felt like a knife being stabbed through my heart. The things i do for the people i love, and the pain i endure....

And if you havent guessed......Im learning the stuff for Archer...

Looks like im moving to Brandon next month.....

Tonight me and the band im in had a talk. Everyone made their rounds and i told them what was on my mind. And decided to part from the band, and to shoot for what lies ahead, hopefully ill find something that im truely happy playing ( Read more... )

so i heard society's finest played a show in tampa last month. Whatever happened to good old fasioned promoting, i mean only 5 kids showed up. The refuge seems to always get good bands but not tell anybody about it.

:::...I think you have something that belongs to me......

I over think things way too much

college, music, people, bands, ect.

if only i could eliminate logic.
logic is the mind killer, it brings fear, confusion, doubt, stress.

This week has definitely been different, on fri i was waiting for some friends at the dollar theater, when out of now where this girl comes and starts talking to me. After talking for a bit she headed inside, and about 5 min later she comes out and gave me her number saying that i was a nice emo kid.....haha...man i guess there's a first for ( Read more... )

new screen name: carvemebeautiful

now add it.......

Its funny how you can be sitting next to the person you thought you'd spend the rest of your life with, and also know it wasn't mean't to be. Someone who makes you come alive and for the first time, see the world the way it was mean't to be seen.