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lie down on your floor and stare at the ceiling, it's the best you've got
urargh. I feel so needy. It's ridiculous. I don't need anything (well, except oxygen and shelter and some water in an hour or so) but I am just overwhelmed by the desire to curl into a ball and hide. My blankets look tempting, but I can almost guarantee that they will amplify my problem. Like a band=aide over a fresh burn, just irritating it and ( Read more... ) -
I can't get enough of you, can you get enough of me?
I'm not dead! But school and then coming home for two weeks after four months of being out of town and having no internet has made me busy. But I'm alive! I live ( Read more... ) -
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Hey y'all. It's December. And you know what that means ( Read more... ) -
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"But I can't look at those women's magazines anyway. I love fashion, but I look at this picture of these skinny models, and they're wearing clothes I can't even fit on my fingers. And I look at that and I think 'if that is what a woman is supposed to look like, then I must not be one. I must be some kind of fat impostor.' And I just feel bad. I ( Read more... ) -
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Still at school. Still not feeling too confident. But I might be getting better maybe. I still kick the asses of math and customer service (hmmm) and so on. I've made friends. Met my clone, which is excellent and terrifying. We are identical in our heads except he likes spicy things and I want babies. Otherwise we are the same person in different ( Read more... ) -
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Dear TRU,
Why can't you move to Vancouver so I can stay here?
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because the anxiety train only ever takes me to panic station
Dear History Club,
Please blow things up already so I can get off the anxiety train.
It's ruining my night.
Cam -
Mooo.
Turns out slaughtering a cow is kind of awesome to watch. Except for shooting it, but that's only because guns are loud and I don't like loud. But none of the guys made fun of me for covering my ears and they don't even know that I'm crazy. But after they shoot it the cut it's chest open to bleed it out. And after that it's fine. Cow's dead and ( Read more... )