Not too much longer...

[xbabij11x]

Alright well today everything fell into place.

I finally realized what I didnt want to be true. Is. I have been making excuses for him. Always hoping hes not that  guy and things will be back to how they were. He likes me and hes not going to hurt me. Not like this.

Im so fucking dumb. I didnt even really think I liked him enough to be hurt.

Comments

[xstarinitesx]

hey jamie, it's janeice. i know we don't really know each other but i just wanted to tell you that any guy that can't find the time to hang out with you isn't worth it. they may not have to spend every waking minute with you but it doesn't even seem like john's making any time for you. i may not know the whole situation but from your entries it seems like you've been treated like crap in the past and probably even now. i just wanted to let you know that you deserve soo much better. it may take time to find someone who will treat you well, but in the end it's definately worth it. and if you ever need to talk you can talk to me, and i mean that sincerely, i'm not trying to be some random nosy person. lol. luv! bye

:)

[xbabij11x]

Hey.. Yeah I know what all your saying is true.
Im just stupid sometimes.
dont really learn my lessons.
And it was all really out of nowhere with him.

But thanks so much!
Your so nice!

[abmari7654]

Listen, i know we dont really know each other but i was reading your journal today and i saw wat janeice wrote and she is SOO right! Ive been in the same position where it seems like they dont wanna be with you and all they want to do is party with there friends. Well if thats the case you should def get someone better who desrves you and will treat you right. You seem like such a sweet girl and you shouldnt let ANY boy make you feel bad! I hope everything works out for you ♥

AWW

[xbabij11x]

Aww thank you.
Your so sweet too.

Itz Michelle

[anonymous]

Aight....first off you should know by now that I've alwayz got your back you can call me up to talk, I'm not gonna sit there and say I told you so because I knew what happened between you and John from other people but other peoples opinions dont mean anything to me...at all, all I'm gonna care about is what really happened between you and John by hearin it from you and I'm not the type of person who would judge that kind of stuff...I havent been in a situation like that but pretty close and I feel for you for how you feel. I'm just lettin you know you dont need a guy to make you happy, I'm one 2 talk but I've gotten through it because of my friends you just gotta talk to tha friendz who gunna care and not say 'I told you so' or say anything to disrespect you especially when your upset...I love you and am alwayz gonna be here for you no matter what you can talk to me WHENEVER you want about anything, just remember that........Be Eazy <3 Michelle