So I go to therapy today. Talk about the usual shit. I mean its therapy, nothing specail. Except this time we get into a conversation that has some real meaning to me. Now she recognizes things in my life that need to be changed.

There are some things in my life that I love. I would kill myself for ANY of my friends and they all know that. But ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just dont understand why i have to think. I feel like I am losing my  motavation or whatever it is that keeps me going. And the thing is so  many things are great right now. I have graet friends and basically graet everything. But i feel like I dont really know what I am going to do with all of it.

I dont know what I want to happen ( Read more... )

WHAT:

1. is your name: Jaime

2. is your nickname: J, Jmobile, Sexball, JFrom

3. are you wearing:  Capris, Party like a Rockstar shirt

4. is your favorite thing to do:  Be with my sexballs and drink!

5. is your room like: Boring, posters, pictures, CLOTHES

6. is your favorite drink: Tequilla

7. is your car: if I had oen that would be a help

8. is ( Read more... )

Just left MSI, it was fucking sick

Haha all my rocker friends would have been so proud of me! :)

Let me tell you it was fucking amazing. Lol. I dunno maybe everyone thinks they suck, cuz most of my friends do, but i thought they were good, not that i know too much about that music. ANYWAYS me n becca were standing there like outcasts lol until ( Read more... )

I am actually in a really really good mood, Why? I don't know.

Saturday was fun. Stephs margaritas lol, with my favorites. Always fun.

Becca slept over last night. Got no sleep as usual. But hey its always well worth it.

Mike and Angelika were so nice and came over today. Even though they were prolly bored I was happy they came. :) they're ( Read more... )

Last night... What an adventure .. hung out with my favorite people .. and some others that i still love...

ANYWAYS

Scott was mad at me..i was told he never wants to talk to me again .. then we made up ...then i was told that Scott wasnt allowed at anymore parties.. Then i recieved a phone call from Scott saying that I told people he wasnt ( Read more... )

Idk if i shud be writin about this because then people will know and he will know

and some FOOLS dont like wen i put things like this in here..

But i dont know who to trust anymore ... someone says one thing .. but idk wether to really believe it .. or if i shud believe one group of people about it or the other .. I dont know how to act ( Read more... )

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You make me feel like im nothing...you make me feel like im nothing thats why when you touch me i flinch why i never touch you why i dont even think about it because it just REMINDS me that im not good enough ( Read more... )

Damn we had some crazy ass shit happen last night

1 a.m. - Energy Drinks, we leave, cops, fat eric, skunk

2 a.m. - Get back, key doesnt work, must ring the doorbell and wake my mom up to let us in

But we had an amazing story so even tho she was suspicous we didnt get in trouble cuz we are fucking smooth.

Had about 2 hrs of sleep, mom said me n ( Read more... )