Well I get my license in about 2 weeks and I start segment 2 tomorrow. Work is going good. I got student of the month for Choir LOL and umm grades are good. I can't wait to get my car. I'm getting excited. My sister isn't doing too well financially so I'm definately trying to help them out with things that they need for Antonio so that they just ( Read more... )

Well I havent updated this thing since the 23rd and a lot has went on since then. Last Saturday (25th)- Was my b~day and I had a party, got really fucked up blah blah blah. So Sunday I forgot to take off so I had to go into work at 9 in the morning, had the worst fucking hangover EVER!!!! Got sent home early thank god LOL. Monday went to school, ( Read more... )

Well its 12:51 a.m and I can't seem to sleep..... My stomach hurts and I'm just so depressed. Ya know sometimes I wonder if I try to hard to please other people and don't worry bout myself. Homecoming is coming up next weekend and I still have to buy tickets. I'm not to sure bout my whole date issue, I mean its going to be really weird if I end up ( Read more... )

Well things aren't going to well right now. Homecoming is coming up and I don't even have a date. I mean I would go by myself but I went by myself Freshmen year and I got left all byself and I was like fuck that. There is someone that I want to ask but things between us aren't goin to well right now and I doubt that he would even want to go with me ( Read more... )

Well I'm single again and this time it's a for sure thing. I just don't feel the same way for Jay no more. It's my last year so I think that I should just concentrate on school and work and if anything happens in between than it happens. I was thinking bout runnin for Homecoming court but I dunno. I should just do it for shits and giggles. I'm ( Read more... )

Well things with Chris didn't quite work out and me and Jay got back together. It's a for sure thing this time. Things were quite fucked up but we're working everything out. I start school Monday which fucking sucks. Its my Senior year so I guess that's the only thing to look forward too. Jason is going to College. He starts tomorrow. I'm so ( Read more... )

Well I broke up with Psycho Jay... Woke up this morning read my e~mail from Chris, come to find out he dont like me no more which I dont blame him. So I guess I'll just be single for a while and we'll see how it goes from here. I really love Chris with everything but I hurt him and I was stupid and scared of showing him how I felt and kept fucking ( Read more... )

Well this camping trip is next weekend and i'm trying to get things ready for that. Work sucks, life sucks, and boys suck. I havent been able to sleep for like a week now. I always feel like i'm gonna get sick and throw up or I just lay there and cry. I dunno whats been goin on lately but I dont like it. I hate the way life works... why cant life ( Read more... )

Well Thursday night I found out that my Uncle Jack died and that he would be layed out on sunday and buried Monday so I was like oh boy I need this time off of work. Well I had to get my hours covered for Monday so I did. Friday I worked 5-11 and than came home,showered, and went to sleep. Saturday I didnt have to work so I went to my brothers ( Read more... )

Well Friday my parents went out of town for Tommys baseball game and I had to work. I had Chris take me home and he came in and we were gonna talk for a little bit but than Jay drove by and see his car and totally fucking freaked out. HE CALLED MY FUCKING MOM!!!!!!!!!! Why he would do that I have no idea. Thank god her phone was off. But than he ( Read more... )