:: please forgive me for not being pretty or sexy ::
I choose Spatulas and not Dale. I feel so stupid, I feel like an idiot, I feel like he's laughing at me. And above all, I feel used. I feel like nothing. I feel like a novelty. I'm gonna cut the rest of this because I know only a few of you, if any, will be interested. So, if you wanna know what happened...
Vicki spoke to him at college today, he asked where I was coz he hadn't seen me since he was at the cornerhouse and he'd kinda ignored me coz he was with his other girl and Vicki asked what was going on with me and him and he said "Oh, its nothing". Fucking NOTHING. I don't think so. I'm so angry and upset. I want to talk to him about it, I want to hear him tell me he'd rather have her than me because she's tall, thin and pretty. For fucks sake, what do I have to do to keep someone I like? Starve myself, stretch myself and fucking get plastic surgery? Thats the way it looks. I can't beleive this. I was so happy on sunday morning. It only took a few hours for me to be back where I was before all this happened.
Vicki spoke to him at college today, he asked where I was coz he hadn't seen me since he was at the cornerhouse and he'd kinda ignored me coz he was with his other girl and Vicki asked what was going on with me and him and he said "Oh, its nothing". Fucking NOTHING. I don't think so. I'm so angry and upset. I want to talk to him about it, I want to hear him tell me he'd rather have her than me because she's tall, thin and pretty. For fucks sake, what do I have to do to keep someone I like? Starve myself, stretch myself and fucking get plastic surgery? Thats the way it looks. I can't beleive this. I was so happy on sunday morning. It only took a few hours for me to be back where I was before all this happened.