I still feel the pain, & things are getting worse it seems ( Read more... )

People say hate is a strong word ( Read more... )

forget the times you walked by ( Read more... )

. . . R e m e m b e r i n g ( Read more... )

well i really dont know what to say so im just gonna type what im thinking... i really feel like im losing myself. sometimes i dont even know who i am anymore. im doin things i told myself i would never do again. i can't remember anything... my memory is completely shot. idk whats wrong with me. i can't tell whats real from whats fake. im so sick ( Read more... )

GIRLS ( Read more... )

As soon as you get online..
whos name do u look for first?

when a slow song comes on the radio..
whos face comes to your mind first?

when your hear ur phone ringing..
who do u hope it is calling?

whos name makes ur heart skip a beat?

well its really starting to seem like my life is falling apart... i wonder if its all my fault?

they say just follow your heart... but what if it lies?

I hate the way he makes me feel...
I can't even tell what is fake from what is real.

Well school starts the 31st for Chippewa... sadly i have to go there. i'd go back to Roseville if i had a ride. i really do wanna go back. i miss it there and all my old friends... i think that when i get my license and a car im gonna go back. i really wish i didnt have to wait that fucking long tho. oh well. nothing comes easy cuz i have to do ( Read more... )